I am so tired... tired of everything, really. But no matter what, i will battle on and fight for everthing i want. Morning i had trek at sourthern ridges, quite fun, cos can slack, then me and tian yi supposed to count the total number of steps, then we count wrongly, then whole class need to do push up, sry uh, but overall damn fun hahaha. Went for presentation and ms poon said our presentation very gd, i was damn suprised, lol. Then rushed to training, did multiples blah blah... damn tired today, so today i was quite off form. PLayed matches, won only one with yee shong, the rest of the singles, i lost to p6s, damn sian, i damn worried i won't play singles next year, nvm, i need to have the strokes right and be more consistent! Had briefing on the malaysia trip, heard that we getting 4 free shirts, damn cool man, then can also get lee chong wei signature! yes! okay, i guess i go and get some rest now, and tmr is the last day of school for this year, it is very fast and another 2 months, i will be in sec 2 , so jiayous!

Training later, i think have pt, cos mr khoo say do staircase. Annabel say mr yeo not coming so maybe playing matches, yea! yesterday had the dancing thing, i can't dance, oh god. after sch had training, and trained singles, hopei can play better, updating after training, bye!

I have decided to forgive them, i told myself life's about carrying on, and i am not gonna care about this thing already, once it is settled, i will forget about it. Just take it that i am unlucky this time... Thanks those who cheered me up, yea
Went to sch to slack, passed all my subjects except for my lit, damn sian, i expected all my subjects to pass. My mum says she wants me to have chinese tuition once every week, i dun want. I am tired already, i worked hard for EOYs, but i can't get A, damn. And is not i stupid kay, is the paper they mark damn strict lorh... I am tired today, i just want to sleep now and get ready for training tmr, all ready!














I miss the times we spent together, do you?

20 OCT
Morning i woke up, then i realised i slept over, then i rushed to wash up and ate my breakfast before running out of house. Sat mrt to clementi, then at jurong east mrt guan lin say not coming, so i took train myself, and somef!cking people come stepping my my feet and pushing me. Reached clementi, weiting say they go first, so i met dicky, then we walked to school. When we reaching the front gate, got one car stopped by, and we looked, we saw Mr Khoo, then we wanted to sprint to school, but we were like haiz... nvm uh, late then late lorh. Training... footworks and agility, then did lobbing and drop and smash with p6s and dicky, then match. I hope i can play singles next year, i want to train harder!

21 OCT
Slept quite late the previous night so i was damn tired when i woke up at 9 plus today. Damn bored cos never go out, then used computer and watched tv, and discuss about the class chalet thing, helped annabel with it. Packed my bag and prepared the stuffs for training tmr, heard that more p6s coming tmr, yea! See ya tmr!






Nobody's perfect, but you are, in my heart

Ok, i had fun today, went to play badminton with Guanlin, Dicky, Weiting, Annabel, Xueyin and Eva. We started playing in different courts, though we only booked one court, then only the last 30 mins then we started playing mixed doubles. I partnered Annabel, while gl partnered weiting, they are strong, but actually me and annabel can win one, we just we to be more consistent, especially me, cos i make a lot of mistakes. Yea, if we can do that, any doubles pair would't be a problem:D ok, had kfc at 3 plus, then we eat till damn full... Went home, sat mrt with gl, then we can't believe what we saw. We saw a guy with RED eyeballs, damn ewww.... then gl say quite cool, wth, haha, tmr have training, have to be early so i meeting gl at je mrt at 7.50 and dicky at 8 in clementi. I am gonna train hard tmr, heard that p6 coming, i am gonna try my best against them.











I will not change, my heart just belongs to you(:

Today is a boring day, i wet for chinese tuition, and blah blah, went to my grandma's house, saw my cute cousins, then played with them, damn fun. I will be quite busy next few days with my own things and trainings before school stars and results are released, i wish everyone all the best for the results!










Some things cannot be forced, i understand, now that i know it, i will wait, wait and wait. I dun mind waiting for my whole life, i really dun mind, it's up to you. I can take the responsibility, the scoldings and many more, i will be willing to do anything, just for you:D

Ok, firstly, happy birthday to my grandma and my father!Thank you for caring for me and taking care of me! Woke up at 8, then went to training at 9 plus, first time training, damn shiok man. Then mr khoo say what i never train for so long like better like that, i think he wants to gl me... Played matches, ok, i can play doubles better now, i just want to concentrate on my training, not bout others. I want to make it to the 2nd singles next year, i want to train hard and i want to have a 50-50 fight with guan lin. I will train hard and achieve that myself, i can do it! Watched 500 days of summer with my cousin, damn lame man, but i looking forward to the movie 'my sister's keeper'. Ok, i shall stay all night and play my games and watch my tv, got to go now, bye!













Thanks for appreciating them:D

Fun is what everyone wants. Now i am having fun, exams are over and i can enjoy myself. Using the computer, watching tv and going out, all seemed wonderful. However, i dun feel the fun, i feel the stress. I wondered what would the results be if they are out, i wondered if i would disappoint everyone. I just want to be happy now and train hard, i want to play singles next year, i promise i will! I am gonna train hard even if i train with whoever, and i will play hard, and work hard for cheers! Today, went to play badminton at cck cc, quite fun and relaxing. Played doubles with kentley, weiting, xueyin and eva, though gl never come. Maybe next time he can come then more fun!










I will never give up

OK, hi guys! i am back from exams, woah, finally man... The stress is gone, yes! now i just wanna play badminton, more badminton, and more badminton!!! i think i am gonna pass all, but i worry for my history and geog. Sian, next thursday i need, to ask the class who have paid for the bio file blah blah... damn sian, hopefully my classmates are honest enough. ok, now i am gonna run and do gym with guan lin and his brother so that i can have my stamina back and play well for cheers. ok, i hope for gd results so that i can go to malaysia and class chalet, bye!








I will be waiting, no matter how long(: 我会等你一辈子